Another month has gone by, this means that I’m in Canterbury for 2 months. Again, seems short, but not for me… I am feeling like home for some time now and I am coping very well with all the changes. Or at least I was until one or two weeks ago. I haven’t got home sick yet. But I am love sick. And it drives me crazy. I don’t know why I feel this way, cause all was going very smooth, seeing Chris every day on Skype, almost all the time I spend home I am online, live with him. But since I got my plane ticket to go home, I can’t find peace any more. I’m gonna be home on the 12th of December. 23 days for normal people, 234 days for me!!! I miss him so so much, and all my thoughts from before I had to leave Romania are coming back to me: whether is it right for me to leave his side, whether is ok to wait 3 more years or not… And this shouldn’t cross my mind, cause God already showed me multiple reasons for coming to Canterbury, and I trust Him with all my heart. It’s just that I have this constant pain in my soul and it is hard not to have my other half comforting me. And it is hard to be able to see but not to touch. I just pray for strenght and power every day and I am confident I am going to receive it. This is the test of our lives, so just hold on baby!
I do have some good news. I finally found a job, for the week-ends, and is something that I really like. And of course, I received my camera and I just love the feeling of having it around. I take photos everyday so that I can show to the others back home how my day was. Now be prepared cause I’m gonna bombard this blog with pictures 😀 :)).
”But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honour; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man.” Hebrews 2:9
River Stour going under the high street of Canterbury. The sun was just showing after some rainy weather.
Canterbury Cathedral. If you ever get lost in this town, it’s a good reference point.
A memorial for all the lost souls in the WW.
😀 Here I was in the public toilets near the Cathedral 😀 What??? They’re very clean :p
The Cathedral, by night time. I played a little with the photo on Photoshop.